How many people believe in destiny? Erm.....let me rephrase it.... Does anyone believe in destiny as much as I do? If someone ask me whether I believe in destiny and fate, my asnwer will surely be YES. Why??? I never bother to think of something whenever there is still much time to do it 'coz I feel that at the last minute, I will know what to do during the very moment. No matter how well I planned or how long I had been planning for it, sometimes it does not turn out to be the thing I wanted it to be.
Many things around me happens without my knowledge of them happening. Sometimes I feel lost and that makes me so lazy to think and to care about what will going to happen in my future. Hahaha..... That's my good excuse to avoid using my brain too much on critical thinking. Somehow nowadays I really no need to use much of my brain. So, just depend on my luck lo...... Then things will be much more easier and simple for me...... I hope so la.....
Sunday, February 22, 2009
3 - 5am
The time now is 1.25am and I had just finished watching one football match few moments ago which ended with huge disappointment. The team I supported, West Ham United, lost 2-1 to Bolton Wanderers..... The lost is a just a result, the team had fought very hard trying to equalise and I enjoyed it. However, they still failed. Hahaha....so damn useless, right???
It's ok..... I knew they will lose 'coz they always do that. Now, I'm waiting for a match which starts at 3am. Hope that I can manage to watch the whole match without falling asleep before the final whistle. Why la Spanish La Liga does not learn from English Premier League. Every match also so late.... How can Asian enjoy watching Spanish football..... Haiz.....
Anyway, it's time for dota now. If I'm lucky I can play 2 games before the football match starts ^^ By the way, later i going to watch Barcelona vs Espanyol (forget to mention from beginning). Although Barcelona sure win one, but I like to watch the players score goals and torture the other team. It's fun!!!!! Oh ya, you know why Barcelona sure win??? They are 1st in the league while their oppenent is 20th (last) in the league. LOL.... It's a shame not to win >.<
It's ok..... I knew they will lose 'coz they always do that. Now, I'm waiting for a match which starts at 3am. Hope that I can manage to watch the whole match without falling asleep before the final whistle. Why la Spanish La Liga does not learn from English Premier League. Every match also so late.... How can Asian enjoy watching Spanish football..... Haiz.....
Anyway, it's time for dota now. If I'm lucky I can play 2 games before the football match starts ^^ By the way, later i going to watch Barcelona vs Espanyol (forget to mention from beginning). Although Barcelona sure win one, but I like to watch the players score goals and torture the other team. It's fun!!!!! Oh ya, you know why Barcelona sure win??? They are 1st in the league while their oppenent is 20th (last) in the league. LOL.... It's a shame not to win >.<
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Underweight
OMG..... I dunno how long it had been since the last time I had a look at my weight. I forgot what made me to weigh myself.....but I was shocked when the weight indicator did not reach 60..... I thought that's my eyes problem but I was very sure about the digits when I turned on the lights.
Hahaha.... Even my mum did not believe my NEW weight and she asked me to show her..... As a result, I got little scoldings and lectures. Hahaha..... Can't believe that I had gone below 60 in few months period. I was wondering why people who wanna lose weight always gain weight and vice versa.....
Anyway, I'm quite annoyed with my body to get thinner and thinner. From my previous post, I think I know what I need to start changing now - my eating habit. Have to start stuffing larger volume of food into my stomach more frequently. If not, one day I will find myself with bone and skin only...... No more flesh..... =.=
Hahaha.... Even my mum did not believe my NEW weight and she asked me to show her..... As a result, I got little scoldings and lectures. Hahaha..... Can't believe that I had gone below 60 in few months period. I was wondering why people who wanna lose weight always gain weight and vice versa.....
Anyway, I'm quite annoyed with my body to get thinner and thinner. From my previous post, I think I know what I need to start changing now - my eating habit. Have to start stuffing larger volume of food into my stomach more frequently. If not, one day I will find myself with bone and skin only...... No more flesh..... =.=
Looking for Changes
It had been awhile since the last time I had changed. However, I had been experiencing something new and somewhat special during the week and I think that now it's a time for a change. I dunno what that means actually.....but I seriously need to think about what to do next.
I had been in pretty bad mood recently. I not very sure why, but I thought the weather and my lack of rest is 2 of the main reasons. However, I realise that it's more than just that. I had been quite annoying recently, even me myself can't tolerate and accept what the hell I'm doing. Feel like I'm just too childish and emotional. Hmmm........ I guess I should just keep myself away from people for some time so that I can study myself well enough to know what changes I needed ^^
Actually, there should not be too many things to bother me nowadays as I had been releasing myself from more and more trouble. Anyway, I believe there will be a nice way for me to solve my headache and I'm waiting for it to come to me. Hahaha.....
I had been in pretty bad mood recently. I not very sure why, but I thought the weather and my lack of rest is 2 of the main reasons. However, I realise that it's more than just that. I had been quite annoying recently, even me myself can't tolerate and accept what the hell I'm doing. Feel like I'm just too childish and emotional. Hmmm........ I guess I should just keep myself away from people for some time so that I can study myself well enough to know what changes I needed ^^
Actually, there should not be too many things to bother me nowadays as I had been releasing myself from more and more trouble. Anyway, I believe there will be a nice way for me to solve my headache and I'm waiting for it to come to me. Hahaha.....
Thursday, February 19, 2009
IVAQ Road Show
IVAQ Road Show is over today.... 3 days passed so fast and of course, as expected, the road show was quite a failure rather than a success. Anyway, it had come to an end and I had to admit that I(we) should have done better!!!!!
Somehow, I realised something throughout the road show. I had been paying attention to people during the 3 days (maybe 'coz I was too free in these 3 days). So, I can classify them as follows:
True Friend - they never ask why they need to help, they just help you without you asking for help.
Real Committee - they never bother to compare the workload with others, just try their best to fulfil what you need them to do.
Useless Hi-Committee - they never think of showing their face during the event, just pretend that they had nothing to do with it.
Kind Presidtent - always there to help. Sometimes do not help anything at all, but at least he is there to support.
Bastard - Yeah!!! I realised that I totally dislike this guy starting from last 2 days.... It's so hard to find a person really so useless.... I think creature like this is going to extinct, but it is good to let the extinction happens. It will benefit the society A LOT....
Responsible Committee - they do all the jobs they need to do and do not complain about it.
Irresponsible Committee - they...... haiz..... (worse than me)
Good Director - I really glad that I was not elected as the director. I never like to admit that I am not as good as someone (I am quite...I mean very kiasu), but she is really better than me....maybe not in every aspect, but she impressed me. She find quite a lot of $$$ (which made a huge difference between us). However, the most important thing is: SHE IS DOING MUCH MORE WORKS COMPARED TO ME AND I AM VERY HAPPY WITH IT ^^
Nothing will ever go smoothly as planned. I think I had been making mistakes again.....and I really hope that I can cope with it and will never repeat them again. Haha..... I really don't understand why the committees were not up to my expectations during the 3 days event. I can't believe that really happened. The spirit as a team was so good on the day before the event where everyone were there to prepare for the road show. Although they were quite tired on that night, they did not complain or show any dark faces and unhappy emotions. I can't accept the reality that everything changes in one night. No matter what, I hope they will still enjoy and work hard to complete their tasks in the following 2 weeks.
One simple event had made me learnt something yet again. So, learning process never ends until your life come to an end. Hahahaha..... If you don't wanna learn anything anymore, faster go die..... (just a lame joke, ignore it >.<) Tata......
Somehow, I realised something throughout the road show. I had been paying attention to people during the 3 days (maybe 'coz I was too free in these 3 days). So, I can classify them as follows:
True Friend - they never ask why they need to help, they just help you without you asking for help.
Real Committee - they never bother to compare the workload with others, just try their best to fulfil what you need them to do.
Useless Hi-Committee - they never think of showing their face during the event, just pretend that they had nothing to do with it.
Kind Presidtent - always there to help. Sometimes do not help anything at all, but at least he is there to support.
Bastard - Yeah!!! I realised that I totally dislike this guy starting from last 2 days.... It's so hard to find a person really so useless.... I think creature like this is going to extinct, but it is good to let the extinction happens. It will benefit the society A LOT....
Responsible Committee - they do all the jobs they need to do and do not complain about it.
Irresponsible Committee - they...... haiz..... (worse than me)
Good Director - I really glad that I was not elected as the director. I never like to admit that I am not as good as someone (I am quite...I mean very kiasu), but she is really better than me....maybe not in every aspect, but she impressed me. She find quite a lot of $$$ (which made a huge difference between us). However, the most important thing is: SHE IS DOING MUCH MORE WORKS COMPARED TO ME AND I AM VERY HAPPY WITH IT ^^
Nothing will ever go smoothly as planned. I think I had been making mistakes again.....and I really hope that I can cope with it and will never repeat them again. Haha..... I really don't understand why the committees were not up to my expectations during the 3 days event. I can't believe that really happened. The spirit as a team was so good on the day before the event where everyone were there to prepare for the road show. Although they were quite tired on that night, they did not complain or show any dark faces and unhappy emotions. I can't accept the reality that everything changes in one night. No matter what, I hope they will still enjoy and work hard to complete their tasks in the following 2 weeks.
One simple event had made me learnt something yet again. So, learning process never ends until your life come to an end. Hahahaha..... If you don't wanna learn anything anymore, faster go die..... (just a lame joke, ignore it >.<) Tata......
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Exhausted
One day 4 hours sleep for dunno how many consecutive days.... Just now slept at 8pm and woke up naturally at 12.30am. I am wondering why I could not sleep even if I was so tired. Still 2 days left on IVAQ road show.... Hope everything will be going on well for another 2 days.
The weather is really hot nowadays and I can feel that most of the people is not in the best of their mood. However, I hope that everyone will be in the best of mood (especially me). Trying to find my sleeping mood now...... Nitez
The weather is really hot nowadays and I can feel that most of the people is not in the best of their mood. However, I hope that everyone will be in the best of mood (especially me). Trying to find my sleeping mood now...... Nitez
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Valentine's Day
14th February..... So, today is the Valentine's Day which is supposed to be special for couples. For me, of course it's nothing special other than my driving license's birthday. Since I say I am not celebrating, it means I am single and I will always be ^^ Some people may think that I had got myself a partner but sadly that did not happen to me. Still no girl wants me =.=
And..... For people who is in a relationship, enjoy your beautiful day and try not to break up today. Hahaha...... I had decided to stay at home with my wifes (handphone, computer and my car) 'coz no girls dated me. 2 guys dated me though but I preferred to stay at home 'coz I am not gay. Anyway, it's just an excuse for me. I wanted to watch movies now...... Hope I can find one to watch.
Before I go, Happy Valentine's Day!!!!! Show all your love to your valentine today (and of course, other day also :p)
And..... For people who is in a relationship, enjoy your beautiful day and try not to break up today. Hahaha...... I had decided to stay at home with my wifes (handphone, computer and my car) 'coz no girls dated me. 2 guys dated me though but I preferred to stay at home 'coz I am not gay. Anyway, it's just an excuse for me. I wanted to watch movies now...... Hope I can find one to watch.
Before I go, Happy Valentine's Day!!!!! Show all your love to your valentine today (and of course, other day also :p)
Monday, February 9, 2009
Communication Breakdown
Today my mood is not very good. I'm not sure why...... Maybe it's because of the weather and my totally insufficient rest (sleep for 3 hours only :p) Anyway, I had a long and tiring conversation with a guy I do not wish to talk with. However, our conversation last for almost one hour and I really regret why I talked so much. And at the end of the conversation, I feel like I had wasted my 45 minutes for a stupid discussion that did not come to a conclusion. Haha.....
Besides, I also went around campus to do some reservation stuffs..... Most of it turned out not in the way I want it to be. Sad..... Anyway, today is the last day of CNY and the weather really HOT!!!! Alright, going to take a shower and go zzzZZZ..... Hope my mood will be better when I wake up later ^^
Besides, I also went around campus to do some reservation stuffs..... Most of it turned out not in the way I want it to be. Sad..... Anyway, today is the last day of CNY and the weather really HOT!!!! Alright, going to take a shower and go zzzZZZ..... Hope my mood will be better when I wake up later ^^
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Monkeys
For people who know me, especially my friends.... I think all of them will know that Chong Min like monkeys. I don't really what species I like but definitely not gorilla, baboon or orang utan. And I had got myself lots of monkey stuffs from my friends (less than 10 but for me it's a lot), most of them are my birthday gifts ^^
I still remember last time I was given a name called lao kao ming, which stands for monkey min in Hokkien. It was Form 3 if I am not mistaken.... During the time, I hated to be called such name 'coz I feel that it's stupid to be a monkey >.< However, few years later I started to like monkeys. I feel that they are cute and smart and it's good to be like them. Haha.....sometimes they are naughty and playful ( just like me). Muahahaha....
By the way, I got myself an online nickname called sillymonkey. Dunno why I like this nick so much ^^ silly is a synonym to stupid I guess..... But for me, silly means something like naive, childish, stupidity, cute and a little of madness. Hhaha..... I am full of my own imaginations. I got my own vocabulary..... It's good to be sillymonkey. It's somehow the real me in my own world.
Why am I writing all this??? Damn.... Sometimes I dunno why I am having a blog also...... My insanity is driving me crazy nowadays..... I better go get some sleep...... Tata
I still remember last time I was given a name called lao kao ming, which stands for monkey min in Hokkien. It was Form 3 if I am not mistaken.... During the time, I hated to be called such name 'coz I feel that it's stupid to be a monkey >.< However, few years later I started to like monkeys. I feel that they are cute and smart and it's good to be like them. Haha.....sometimes they are naughty and playful ( just like me). Muahahaha....
By the way, I got myself an online nickname called sillymonkey. Dunno why I like this nick so much ^^ silly is a synonym to stupid I guess..... But for me, silly means something like naive, childish, stupidity, cute and a little of madness. Hhaha..... I am full of my own imaginations. I got my own vocabulary..... It's good to be sillymonkey. It's somehow the real me in my own world.
Why am I writing all this??? Damn.... Sometimes I dunno why I am having a blog also...... My insanity is driving me crazy nowadays..... I better go get some sleep...... Tata
Friday, February 6, 2009
Love, Affection, Romance
I had just finished watching The Holiday(2006). It was a nice movie, though it is a little boring but the story is interesting. The story I mean is not the romance part only, but the whole movie. It's something new for me. Some of the scene is funny and really makes me laugh (something I needed now). However, if the love stories in The Holiday are compared to the one in What Happens in Vegas (2008), I would prefer the one in the latter.
What I found in both the movie is: Love is something special that everyone would like to have it but scared to be too committed and hurt by it, Relationship is easy to begin but hard to maintain, and lastly, Marriage is something not sustainable for me >.< (all is my personal opinion but i think should be applicable to everyone).
You know what? Sometimes it's good to watch romance movie when you are single. You might get the feeling of falling in love and it's good 'coz it will only last for about two hours and after that you are back to your own. So, you will enjoy the moment of being in love and will not be trapped in relationship troubles. Hahhaa......
What will happened in real life? Will everything be going as planned? Like what we wanted? Everything will be just fine and nothing negative will ever happen?? Maybe there will be (mostly in short term), but mostly there will not. Although I am always optimistic, when it come to love affairs and something realitic, I will not be in my fantasy. Hahaha..... I had been before and I fell down hard. It's quite painful I guess.....but I had forgotten the feeling (and I don't think there is a need to remember it)
Sometimes I was wondering why people have a girlfriend or boyfriend for.....why are people getting married??? Last time, I mean when I was in my Form 2 or Form 3 or even much younger (I not very sure), I envy people to have girlfriend or boyfriend. I feel that it's cool to have one (I think that's the reason 'coz if not why I envy???). But, after getting myself involved in some kind of that relation..... Sorry to say that I feel that it really sucks...... What's the point of getting into a relationship if you are not serious/you do not plan to live the rest of your life with him or her/ you did not even know your partner well/ you yourself don't know why you want him or her to be our partner.....
I got friends.... Not many, but still have a small amount of number, some of them can be changing partner like changing clothes..... I dunno....maybe there are trend in relationships. When the time comes, there will be a need to change partner or else you will be outdated or something....
Hhmmm...... Now I am wondering why I write blog about this stuff, but, forget it lah.....wrote so much ady. Haha..... I had no offense to people who is in love you know...... I am not jealous and I will not curse you to break up (although I always mention with my mouth, I still wish that couple who is really in love will stay together, but if not, then fast fast break la....don't waste time ^^). So, I am waiting for my third romance movie recommended by my sis, Australia (2008), to finish download. For people who visit my blog, please do recommend me some movies (I am quite boring nowadays), but I prefer them to be non-romance since I had been watching too many in a short period..... Have a nice day!!!
What I found in both the movie is: Love is something special that everyone would like to have it but scared to be too committed and hurt by it, Relationship is easy to begin but hard to maintain, and lastly, Marriage is something not sustainable for me >.< (all is my personal opinion but i think should be applicable to everyone).
You know what? Sometimes it's good to watch romance movie when you are single. You might get the feeling of falling in love and it's good 'coz it will only last for about two hours and after that you are back to your own. So, you will enjoy the moment of being in love and will not be trapped in relationship troubles. Hahhaa......
What will happened in real life? Will everything be going as planned? Like what we wanted? Everything will be just fine and nothing negative will ever happen?? Maybe there will be (mostly in short term), but mostly there will not. Although I am always optimistic, when it come to love affairs and something realitic, I will not be in my fantasy. Hahaha..... I had been before and I fell down hard. It's quite painful I guess.....but I had forgotten the feeling (and I don't think there is a need to remember it)
Sometimes I was wondering why people have a girlfriend or boyfriend for.....why are people getting married??? Last time, I mean when I was in my Form 2 or Form 3 or even much younger (I not very sure), I envy people to have girlfriend or boyfriend. I feel that it's cool to have one (I think that's the reason 'coz if not why I envy???). But, after getting myself involved in some kind of that relation..... Sorry to say that I feel that it really sucks...... What's the point of getting into a relationship if you are not serious/you do not plan to live the rest of your life with him or her/ you did not even know your partner well/ you yourself don't know why you want him or her to be our partner.....
I got friends.... Not many, but still have a small amount of number, some of them can be changing partner like changing clothes..... I dunno....maybe there are trend in relationships. When the time comes, there will be a need to change partner or else you will be outdated or something....
Hhmmm...... Now I am wondering why I write blog about this stuff, but, forget it lah.....wrote so much ady. Haha..... I had no offense to people who is in love you know...... I am not jealous and I will not curse you to break up (although I always mention with my mouth, I still wish that couple who is really in love will stay together, but if not, then fast fast break la....don't waste time ^^). So, I am waiting for my third romance movie recommended by my sis, Australia (2008), to finish download. For people who visit my blog, please do recommend me some movies (I am quite boring nowadays), but I prefer them to be non-romance since I had been watching too many in a short period..... Have a nice day!!!
My Beloved
Today something no that nice happened to me..... My beloved handphone kiss the road and got really serious injuries. Sad.... Although she already injured for some kind of uncountable number of times, this time her face was ruined =.= Hmm..... Somehow she needs a facial surgery which cost a lot.....
Kinda lazy to take a pic of my handphone..... What I could desribe is the case is cracked and the LCD also quite seriously affected (that's what I feel). Anyway, I still haven't think of using any money to fix it. Haha..... Just bought a new monitor recently and angpow money collected is not sufficient to cover the cost of the surgery....... Maybe I will turn back to my ex ^^
Kinda lazy to take a pic of my handphone..... What I could desribe is the case is cracked and the LCD also quite seriously affected (that's what I feel). Anyway, I still haven't think of using any money to fix it. Haha..... Just bought a new monitor recently and angpow money collected is not sufficient to cover the cost of the surgery....... Maybe I will turn back to my ex ^^
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