Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Delta Trimester 1 results...

I had been keep checking my results since my last post which should be last Thursday I guess. After checking for about 15 times in the last 5 days, finally I get to see my result for last trimester. What I could say is I'm so not expected that my results will be like this. I never expect A and C to be there. I was expecting some B-,B, B+ and the GPA to be around 3.3.

So, it means that actually my results do made me smile but when I see the C, I can't continue smiling as I really don like to see that kind of grades. I prefer to have no A and get 2 Bs to get the average of the 2 grades. This is my second C in a period of one year. I really hope I won't get such grade again in my life. I hate it.... Hope that the lecturer had made some mistakes and gave me the wrong grade. I really hope so.

Anyway, I hope everyone will be happy with their results. If you guys aren't happy with them, make sure u guys work harder to get better results!!!! Jia you lor.....

Saturday, October 24, 2009

24th October 2009

Not happy for few days. Bad mood visits me again. Hope I can overcome this soon. Don't like to be like this. Wanna be happy. Don't want to lose my temper even when I'm just playing games. Hope that everything will be fine soon.

Haha.... I wonder if the result is out. No people remind me to check results. Sad sad......

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Holiday

Yesterday was the end of my final examinations for my !st trimester in Delta year. Time flies and I can still remember how was the day right before my first paper. Was really happy yesterday since my holiday which had been long awaited is finally here. Although I dunno what I'm going to do during this holiday but I'm just very sure that holiday is a lot better than exams period.

Today, somehow I'm not as happy and excited as yesterday. Boredom is here and I don't really welcome it. It's really hard to please myself nowadays. I wonder what happen to me. Is it so hard to be more patient and remain calm?? Gosh..... I really wish I can control myself well.

Hope tomorrow will be a better day for me.

Friday, September 4, 2009

Hello September

It had been awhile since my last post :p August went pass quite fast for me. Without doing much thing and had lots of midterms and assignments means life is not that fun. Anyway, there is one fun stuff for me, that is, my got streamyx back and i can online 24/7 if i want. Haha......

Today is 4th September already. Time flies..... Tomorrow got sudoku event, although didn't get good response but at least GK got one real event in the new academic year. Haha.... I'm glad with that and I got the chance to participate and play tomorrow I guess. Quite weird to play one competition that I plan to organise myself, but I'm really looking forward for that :p

Month of Ramadan is not very special for me but I got another good option for my dinner which already is one regular option of lunch for me. It's McDonalds!!! Haha.... The dinner offer is just nice for me, but I still prefer it to have supper offer maybe ^^

September, at the end of it is the beginning of my finals. Having some stress and tension when thinking about this. Planned to start study soon in order to make myself not to regret when I come out of the examination rooms but I never succeed to implement it. So, just hope my study mood will visit me earlier and I won't let myself slack for too long...... By the way, still got one pending assignment to be done. Finish that assignment only think more la. Hahahahahaha........

Friday, July 17, 2009

Midterms

It's not fun to have a lot of midterms coming together at the same time. Luckily I am not taking 7 subjects. Anyway, wish myself for the best of luck for tomorrow's paper. Although till now I still haven't finish studying + don't have the confidence of scoring in the paper, I believe I won't fail. Haha.... Good luck for everyone who is taking Taxation 2. Jia you!!!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Learning

I came into this word for quite a long time already. I believe that if we are willing to learn, we will definitely do well in something. I came into a conversation with some people yesterday and I found out that some people really do not know the way of doing something but they do have the spirit to excel in those thing things and the most important is they are willing to learn. I like that. For me, having the "heart" to do something is far more important than you know how to do something.

Of course I'm willing to learn also and I believe that I can learn anything and everything faster than anyone. Haha....Maybe there will be people saying I am overconfident with myself, but that's me ^^ I never expect myself to take too long to learn something because I believe that is a waste of time, energy etc. But no matter what I might still be making mistakes and maybe the mistakes is a lot more compared to other people.

Haha....People who get to know me at the beginning always feel that I'm crazy and should not be consider as a human. Why? Maybe is because of my mindset, my behavior, my personality..... But I always proud to be myself and never regret of being "me".

Gosh...... What had I done? I not sure why am I posting this and what make me type all this. But I just wanna pass my time so that I can go for dinner and then study study and study for the midterm. 6 chapters to study.... Wish I can finish it by tonight :p

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Studies...

It has been awhile since my last post... What am I doing that make me so "busy" and no time to update my blog. I dunno. Maybe just because I lazy to blog in campus...

Anyway, I don't like most of the lecturers this trimester. Of course, the only one I like is the Audit lecturer. He rocks!!! (because he gives tips and very lenient in marking the papers). Only one of the six lecturers is white but somehow I'm afraid of what she is going to set for questions in the mid term and final. She is quite good in teaching but somehow is hard to answer the questions in the papers if you do not go for class (that's the problem for me).

Whatever, I hate the tax lecturer. She thinks that she is really good and all the students should listen to her. Her egoistic look really make me feel like slapping her when I talk to her during the first time. She is must worse than the idiot Noor Effandi. By the way, her name is Azleen Shabrina. Somehow I feel that she is such a failure that students keeps complain about her as she is consider a new lecturer. I wonder if she got a brain to think.

Anyway, I still gonna try my best to score in this trimester as I wanna prove that I can get whatever I want no matter how hard it is to achieve that. To all my course mates, work hard and study smart and show all the lecturer how good we are. Jia you!!!

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Result is out.....

The result is out and yeah....... Out of my expectation, I got one A only!!!! After my finals, I am very sure that I am going to have at least two As and now I got only one A. Anyway, I still happy to have the lowest grade of B+. First time to get so many A- but I really wish that I will never get so many A- again and more A or A+ ^^

Monday, June 15, 2009

I'm back!!!

Yeah, after dumping my blog for almost 3 months, I'm back into business ^^ Today should be the first day of my first trimester of my 3rd year (Delta) of my degree course. I hope this gonna be my last year in MMU. Can't wait longer to stop studying as my results are not really that good.

Talking about result, my result for last trimester was 'not bad'. Finally I can get Dean List after 5 disappointing trimesters. Anyway, I was forced to say goodbye to my targeted First Class Honors as my CGPA will never reach 3.67 when I graduate. I did feel sad for that but I loved to accept that as it can serve as a good benchmark to indicate how lazy I was.

Am still considering whether to take 6 or 7 subjects. Since I am half-dead now (refering to my CGPA), I don't mind to risk taking more subjects in order to finish off the course one trimester earlier. I think I will try taking up 7 subjects. New challenge might be good for me. Haha..... Hope I will not fail. That will be good enough be me.

That's all for now. Wanna go home and check out my timetable and other stuffs related to studies (Haha... Hope I still got the 'motivation' during the end of the trimester). For everyone who reads my blog : Do enjoy life no matter what you are doing (studying, training, working or whatever), all the best to all of you and also for myself :p

Thursday, March 26, 2009

I'm ACM and I'll always be!!!

The is a draft in my blog which just has a title "My Dear Friends" but without content. I had been thinking of writing a blog about my friends for 3 months but till now I dunno where to start. Hope I'll be posting it soon. Hehe....

I just read one of my friends' blog and I feel bad for making her a little unhappy for my behaviors. Anyway, I would like to say to all my friends (I doubted if all of them will read my blog) that once Chong Min treats you as a friend, you will remain as his friend in his heart and things will never change until the day he dies. Maybe distance between us had increased and we may not be seeing each other or listening to the opposite's voice for some times, we are still friends.

Sometimes, I might be ignorant and never say HI to friends when I meet them but that doesn't mean that I'm treating you as my friend. My definition for friends is far more than just saying hi and bye. I hope that all my friends know who I am and can bear with my silly attitude which somehow often lead to some misunderstandings ^^

My God, I wrote a blog to explain my stupid behavior...... What to do, I treasure friendship a lot. I'm Chong Min and I'll always be. One day if I has changed, I will let all of you know!!!! Hahaha....

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Emotional...

It had been quite a long time since the last time I was emo-ing... I don't think that I can recall what incident had caused myself to be so emotional last time. Anyway, it is not important also.... But, yesterday I got a call just before the moment I wanna get into my sleeping mode.

One simple call made me so fresh as if I just wake up after the longest sleep. Mind starts to think of things which I don't wanna think and lots of question marks came out of nowhere. Out of the sudden, I got the feeling of going to somewhere where I had not been for a long time. However, I still feel reluctant to go out of my house and have a long journey. So, I continued to roll on my bed for 2 hours and finally I got out of my bed and looked out of my window to see whether the rain had stopped. After that, I got myself changed and went out.

Somehow, I felt that I was kinda blind as I realised that it was still small drops of rain coming off from the sky. Anyway, I just start the engine and drive.... Fetched LH to yamcha and then got myself to the place I wanted to go. The place was kinda memorable for me as I had been there for quite a number of times. There were happy moments and also sad incidents happened at there.....

I had a nice stroll there and recalled a lot of events in the past. I not sure whether I got better or not after that 30 minutes session, but I left the place to avoid getting myself sick on the next day due to the rain ^^ Then, I got to join a yamcha session which was boring (I brought the boredom there). Didn't get to open my mouth as much as I always do.

When I got back home, my mind was still thinking of something..... I don't know what it is and why I need to think about all those not important stuff. Start to wonder why people will be emo without reason and starts to worry if I will still be the same on the next day. Luckily there is one cute + funny + rare girl, who I like to pronounce her as "unique", is free enough to entertain me throughout the night. Thanks to her for bringing back my soul from nowhere....

I had always been meeting people who might be emo-ing and always like to ask them what happen.... But when I'm emo-ing, I really not sure what the hell in this world get me into it..... If can, I really don't want to be in such mood again..... Really!!!!!

Before I end this stupid post, I would like to attach 2 files (images) which I saw in some of the forwarded e-mails of my friends. Enjoy it >.<
*The monkeys so cute la*



Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Byebye Streamyx

Today I woke up quite early in the morning (although is later than what I expecting, I still got time to spare). Anyway, I came down from my bed around 9.45am and went out of my house around 10.20am.

Then, I went to TM Point to terminate my Streamyx..... I can't believe that it took me almost half an hour to get it done. Sweat.... Anyway, one employee (I believe is a Public Relation Manager) trying to persuade me not to terminate. However, due to my rush to my Audit class for some IVAQ announcement matter and also my laziness to come over to TM Point again, I say "I want to terminate my account now!!!"

So, from now on I will normally online at my non-beloved campus most of the time and trying to spend more time at home with my beloved bed ^^ I expect life with no Internet to be more comfortable and relaxing for me and I seriously hope that to happen on me. Hahaha....

Oh ya, by the way, I forget to mention in my previous post that my love, Nokia 6300 had a successful surgery and I am very happy with that..... Somehow, she is still has illness which is incurable 'coz she had been clumsy for falling down easily and nearly drowned once. Anyway, she should be fine for the mean time >.<

Monday, March 2, 2009

World Without Internet

Today I was wondering what my world can be if there is no Internet at my house. Hahaha..... Am I going to have a better life or a worse? People nowadays really needs Internet a lot don't they?? Even for me, Internet means quite a lot for me.

However, I don't really make use of Internet much in the pursuit of knowledge or also other things which will really benefit me. So sad to say so but I think most of the time I will be playing games online. Haha....or maybe MSN.... I never bother to read news (except sports news which I will follow the news occasionally) I hate all those other news which I really don't think it is telling the real story in the society. Sometimes I will download songs and movie tough...but it is always easier to get it from friends. LOL

So, I believe that my intention to stop subscribing the streamyx from TM is somehow a wise choice. Maybe with that I will have a healthier life and can use some of the time more on books and notes. Who knows I will get some better result. We shall wait and see what I will do..... I still believe in destiny.... So, just wait and see..... Hahaha!!!!

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Destiny

How many people believe in destiny? Erm.....let me rephrase it.... Does anyone believe in destiny as much as I do? If someone ask me whether I believe in destiny and fate, my asnwer will surely be YES. Why??? I never bother to think of something whenever there is still much time to do it 'coz I feel that at the last minute, I will know what to do during the very moment. No matter how well I planned or how long I had been planning for it, sometimes it does not turn out to be the thing I wanted it to be.

Many things around me happens without my knowledge of them happening. Sometimes I feel lost and that makes me so lazy to think and to care about what will going to happen in my future. Hahaha..... That's my good excuse to avoid using my brain too much on critical thinking. Somehow nowadays I really no need to use much of my brain. So, just depend on my luck lo...... Then things will be much more easier and simple for me...... I hope so la.....

3 - 5am

The time now is 1.25am and I had just finished watching one football match few moments ago which ended with huge disappointment. The team I supported, West Ham United, lost 2-1 to Bolton Wanderers..... The lost is a just a result, the team had fought very hard trying to equalise and I enjoyed it. However, they still failed. Hahaha....so damn useless, right???

It's ok..... I knew they will lose 'coz they always do that. Now, I'm waiting for a match which starts at 3am. Hope that I can manage to watch the whole match without falling asleep before the final whistle. Why la Spanish La Liga does not learn from English Premier League. Every match also so late.... How can Asian enjoy watching Spanish football..... Haiz.....

Anyway, it's time for dota now. If I'm lucky I can play 2 games before the football match starts ^^ By the way, later i going to watch Barcelona vs Espanyol (forget to mention from beginning). Although Barcelona sure win one, but I like to watch the players score goals and torture the other team. It's fun!!!!! Oh ya, you know why Barcelona sure win??? They are 1st in the league while their oppenent is 20th (last) in the league. LOL.... It's a shame not to win >.<

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Underweight

OMG..... I dunno how long it had been since the last time I had a look at my weight. I forgot what made me to weigh myself.....but I was shocked when the weight indicator did not reach 60..... I thought that's my eyes problem but I was very sure about the digits when I turned on the lights.

Hahaha.... Even my mum did not believe my NEW weight and she asked me to show her..... As a result, I got little scoldings and lectures. Hahaha..... Can't believe that I had gone below 60 in few months period. I was wondering why people who wanna lose weight always gain weight and vice versa.....

Anyway, I'm quite annoyed with my body to get thinner and thinner. From my previous post, I think I know what I need to start changing now - my eating habit. Have to start stuffing larger volume of food into my stomach more frequently. If not, one day I will find myself with bone and skin only...... No more flesh..... =.=

Looking for Changes

It had been awhile since the last time I had changed. However, I had been experiencing something new and somewhat special during the week and I think that now it's a time for a change. I dunno what that means actually.....but I seriously need to think about what to do next.

I had been in pretty bad mood recently. I not very sure why, but I thought the weather and my lack of rest is 2 of the main reasons. However, I realise that it's more than just that. I had been quite annoying recently, even me myself can't tolerate and accept what the hell I'm doing. Feel like I'm just too childish and emotional. Hmmm........ I guess I should just keep myself away from people for some time so that I can study myself well enough to know what changes I needed ^^

Actually, there should not be too many things to bother me nowadays as I had been releasing myself from more and more trouble. Anyway, I believe there will be a nice way for me to solve my headache and I'm waiting for it to come to me. Hahaha.....

Thursday, February 19, 2009

IVAQ Road Show

IVAQ Road Show is over today.... 3 days passed so fast and of course, as expected, the road show was quite a failure rather than a success. Anyway, it had come to an end and I had to admit that I(we) should have done better!!!!!

Somehow, I realised something throughout the road show. I had been paying attention to people during the 3 days (maybe 'coz I was too free in these 3 days). So, I can classify them as follows:
True Friend - they never ask why they need to help, they just help you without you asking for help.
Real Committee - they never bother to compare the workload with others, just try their best to fulfil what you need them to do.
Useless Hi-Committee - they never think of showing their face during the event, just pretend that they had nothing to do with it.
Kind Presidtent - always there to help. Sometimes do not help anything at all, but at least he is there to support.
Bastard - Yeah!!! I realised that I totally dislike this guy starting from last 2 days.... It's so hard to find a person really so useless.... I think creature like this is going to extinct, but it is good to let the extinction happens. It will benefit the society A LOT....
Responsible Committee - they do all the jobs they need to do and do not complain about it.
Irresponsible Committee - they...... haiz..... (worse than me)
Good Director - I really glad that I was not elected as the director. I never like to admit that I am not as good as someone (I am quite...I mean very kiasu), but she is really better than me....maybe not in every aspect, but she impressed me. She find quite a lot of $$$ (which made a huge difference between us). However, the most important thing is: SHE IS DOING MUCH MORE WORKS COMPARED TO ME AND I AM VERY HAPPY WITH IT ^^

Nothing will ever go smoothly as planned. I think I had been making mistakes again.....and I really hope that I can cope with it and will never repeat them again. Haha..... I really don't understand why the committees were not up to my expectations during the 3 days event. I can't believe that really happened. The spirit as a team was so good on the day before the event where everyone were there to prepare for the road show. Although they were quite tired on that night, they did not complain or show any dark faces and unhappy emotions. I can't accept the reality that everything changes in one night. No matter what, I hope they will still enjoy and work hard to complete their tasks in the following 2 weeks.

One simple event had made me learnt something yet again. So, learning process never ends until your life come to an end. Hahahaha..... If you don't wanna learn anything anymore, faster go die..... (just a lame joke, ignore it >.<) Tata......

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Exhausted

One day 4 hours sleep for dunno how many consecutive days.... Just now slept at 8pm and woke up naturally at 12.30am. I am wondering why I could not sleep even if I was so tired. Still 2 days left on IVAQ road show.... Hope everything will be going on well for another 2 days.

The weather is really hot nowadays and I can feel that most of the people is not in the best of their mood. However, I hope that everyone will be in the best of mood (especially me). Trying to find my sleeping mood now...... Nitez

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Valentine's Day

14th February..... So, today is the Valentine's Day which is supposed to be special for couples. For me, of course it's nothing special other than my driving license's birthday. Since I say I am not celebrating, it means I am single and I will always be ^^ Some people may think that I had got myself a partner but sadly that did not happen to me. Still no girl wants me =.=

And..... For people who is in a relationship, enjoy your beautiful day and try not to break up today. Hahaha...... I had decided to stay at home with my wifes (handphone, computer and my car) 'coz no girls dated me. 2 guys dated me though but I preferred to stay at home 'coz I am not gay. Anyway, it's just an excuse for me. I wanted to watch movies now...... Hope I can find one to watch.

Before I go, Happy Valentine's Day!!!!! Show all your love to your valentine today (and of course, other day also :p)

Monday, February 9, 2009

Communication Breakdown

Today my mood is not very good. I'm not sure why...... Maybe it's because of the weather and my totally insufficient rest (sleep for 3 hours only :p) Anyway, I had a long and tiring conversation with a guy I do not wish to talk with. However, our conversation last for almost one hour and I really regret why I talked so much. And at the end of the conversation, I feel like I had wasted my 45 minutes for a stupid discussion that did not come to a conclusion. Haha.....

Besides, I also went around campus to do some reservation stuffs..... Most of it turned out not in the way I want it to be. Sad..... Anyway, today is the last day of CNY and the weather really HOT!!!! Alright, going to take a shower and go zzzZZZ..... Hope my mood will be better when I wake up later ^^

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Monkeys

For people who know me, especially my friends.... I think all of them will know that Chong Min like monkeys. I don't really what species I like but definitely not gorilla, baboon or orang utan. And I had got myself lots of monkey stuffs from my friends (less than 10 but for me it's a lot), most of them are my birthday gifts ^^

I still remember last time I was given a name called lao kao ming, which stands for monkey min in Hokkien. It was Form 3 if I am not mistaken.... During the time, I hated to be called such name 'coz I feel that it's stupid to be a monkey >.< However, few years later I started to like monkeys. I feel that they are cute and smart and it's good to be like them. Haha.....sometimes they are naughty and playful ( just like me). Muahahaha....

By the way, I got myself an online nickname called sillymonkey. Dunno why I like this nick so much ^^ silly is a synonym to stupid I guess..... But for me, silly means something like naive, childish, stupidity, cute and a little of madness. Hhaha..... I am full of my own imaginations. I got my own vocabulary..... It's good to be sillymonkey. It's somehow the real me in my own world.

Why am I writing all this??? Damn.... Sometimes I dunno why I am having a blog also...... My insanity is driving me crazy nowadays..... I better go get some sleep...... Tata

Friday, February 6, 2009

Love, Affection, Romance

I had just finished watching The Holiday(2006). It was a nice movie, though it is a little boring but the story is interesting. The story I mean is not the romance part only, but the whole movie. It's something new for me. Some of the scene is funny and really makes me laugh (something I needed now). However, if the love stories in The Holiday are compared to the one in What Happens in Vegas (2008), I would prefer the one in the latter.

What I found in both the movie is: Love is something special that everyone would like to have it but scared to be too committed and hurt by it, Relationship is easy to begin but hard to maintain, and lastly, Marriage is something not sustainable for me >.< (all is my personal opinion but i think should be applicable to everyone).

You know what? Sometimes it's good to watch romance movie when you are single. You might get the feeling of falling in love and it's good 'coz it will only last for about two hours and after that you are back to your own. So, you will enjoy the moment of being in love and will not be trapped in relationship troubles. Hahhaa......

What will happened in real life? Will everything be going as planned? Like what we wanted? Everything will be just fine and nothing negative will ever happen?? Maybe there will be (mostly in short term), but mostly there will not. Although I am always optimistic, when it come to love affairs and something realitic, I will not be in my fantasy. Hahaha..... I had been before and I fell down hard. It's quite painful I guess.....but I had forgotten the feeling (and I don't think there is a need to remember it)

Sometimes I was wondering why people have a girlfriend or boyfriend for.....why are people getting married??? Last time, I mean when I was in my Form 2 or Form 3 or even much younger (I not very sure), I envy people to have girlfriend or boyfriend. I feel that it's cool to have one (I think that's the reason 'coz if not why I envy???). But, after getting myself involved in some kind of that relation..... Sorry to say that I feel that it really sucks...... What's the point of getting into a relationship if you are not serious/you do not plan to live the rest of your life with him or her/ you did not even know your partner well/ you yourself don't know why you want him or her to be our partner.....

I got friends.... Not many, but still have a small amount of number, some of them can be changing partner like changing clothes..... I dunno....maybe there are trend in relationships. When the time comes, there will be a need to change partner or else you will be outdated or something....

Hhmmm...... Now I am wondering why I write blog about this stuff, but, forget it lah.....wrote so much ady. Haha..... I had no offense to people who is in love you know...... I am not jealous and I will not curse you to break up (although I always mention with my mouth, I still wish that couple who is really in love will stay together, but if not, then fast fast break la....don't waste time ^^). So, I am waiting for my third romance movie recommended by my sis, Australia (2008), to finish download. For people who visit my blog, please do recommend me some movies (I am quite boring nowadays), but I prefer them to be non-romance since I had been watching too many in a short period..... Have a nice day!!!

My Beloved

Today something no that nice happened to me..... My beloved handphone kiss the road and got really serious injuries. Sad.... Although she already injured for some kind of uncountable number of times, this time her face was ruined =.= Hmm..... Somehow she needs a facial surgery which cost a lot.....

Kinda lazy to take a pic of my handphone..... What I could desribe is the case is cracked and the LCD also quite seriously affected (that's what I feel). Anyway, I still haven't think of using any money to fix it. Haha..... Just bought a new monitor recently and angpow money collected is not sufficient to cover the cost of the surgery....... Maybe I will turn back to my ex ^^

Saturday, January 31, 2009

Forrest Gump


Watched 2 movies today. The first one is Eagle Eye (2008), which I don't really know how to describe it, but I like the actions and the storyline. It was quite enjoying watching it although there were parts that really quite boring.

Forrest Gump (1994) ..... I got this 2 months ago I guess, but I didn't really feel like watching it (coz it is not a new movie). However, due to my boredom today, I decided to watch it. Anyway, I like the way the movie is presented. I loved the quote "Life was like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get." (Although I heard it before one or two years ago from one of my lecturers ^^)

The guy, who is the main actor (Forrest Gump), was just sitting on the bench telling his stories in the past while waiting for bus. He is a guy who is different from others with IQ lower than average has his own dream and kept his promises. At least he is very clear with what he is doing. I admired him for being himself.

Haha...Lazy to talk to much about the movie. I won't recommend it to others though 'coz I don't think everyone will like it. Haha..... It should be a comedy, but I can't feel it at all..... Maybe it's 'coz it seemed to be stupid to laugh when you are alone watching the movie :p

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Gamma Trimester 2 Result Out (Part 2)

So, today I had got to know what result I ACHIEVED for last trimester. Quite sad but still it was a expected result for me. 2 Bs and one C for the so-called killer subject - Public Sector Accounting. I was hoping to get C for one subject and now I got it. Now, I should consider to retake it or not.....

Nevermind, no need think much since that's not me to think much for something that will only happen one year later. So, enjoy my remaining holiday and try my best to tarik my CGPA back to the position it needed to be. Hahaha...... At least I did not fail in any papers :p

Hide and Seek

I just came back from one yamcha session. Planned to go out at 10pm but the plan got postponed due to a game of dota. So, when I was ready to go out at 10.25pm.... I realised something..... I had mislocated..... Ok, fine. It's not mislocated..... I had forgot the location of my house keys AGAIN. For your information, this happens in my life too often until I'm so annoyed and nowadays I started to enjoy my moments during the TREASURE HUNT.

So, I search my room, computer room, toilets, the living room, the dining room, the kitchen, the store room, my shoe rack and even my car. Basicly, I had made a thorough search in my WHOLE HOUSE except my mum's room >.< As a result, I found them in my computer room somewhere around notes, slides, letters and textbooks.

However, I made a wrong mistake during the TREASURE HUNT. I asked my mum and my sis whether they saw the keys. My sis started to help me think of places they might be but my mum started to say things that annoyed me very very much. That's something I would really appreciate if she did not do it. She blamed me for being careless and said that she needs to waste money to change all the locks and they might be in danger since someone will get the key and I do not care and bla bla bla.......I did not appreciate THAT at all and I almost start a fight with her..... But somehow, I was calm enough to neglect her and continued my hunt for my keys.

Luckily, I managed to found them in 20 minutes. If not, I might not be going out then. Anyway, staying at home and going out did not make much difference for me. Maybe life in Melaka is not enjoyable anymore for me. I'm saying MAYBE..... Me myself is not very sure what I want in this very moment..... Sleeps maybe ^^ Nitez then......

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

KL Visiting

Just reach my nice home 2 hours ago..... Gone to KL to visit my relatives yesterday and it's always nice to meet my mum's sibblings. Although I was still the same me - quiet, I still managed to have some nice conversations with my cousins ^^

It had been years since the last time I able to meet so many cousins (mum's side) in a day. 6 of them are still absent though coz they are miles away from our gathering place yesterday. Haha.... I guess my mum enjoyed the most yesterday as she was able to meet4 of her brothers and sisters. The gathering was held at my eldest uncle's house at Bandar Utama which started around 7pm and end about 11.30pm which was kinda unexpected (and everyone looked so tired buy yet satisfied). We were having steamboats and a little of BBQs. Frankly speaking, I wasn't full at all (you guys know la.... I need rice or maybe noodles or breads?? you know carbohydrate stuffs?) but it as so enjoyable ^^

All my cousins that I met yesterday (with my sis and my eldest aunt)

Not a lot of cousins only ya..... Even include all the 6 who absent also 13 cousins only. So little :p But it's good to have small family. Easy to manage, you see..... and less costs, wakaka......

One of my cousins with me
(He is quite good looking huh? just 17 though..... so young)

This guy here, should be 5 or 6 years younger than me, my youngest aunt's son is one of the cousins that I met the most during the years. He had changed a lot..... at least more matured and guess what.... He is so good in going after girls ^^ At least better than me. Haha......

My uncles and aunties and of course one of them is my mum
(2 absentees though =.=)

It's always hard to gather all the 7 of them since some of them is normally not in Malaysia. Nevermind la..... Since all of them was happy, then it's still ok :p Hopefully one day can get a picture of 7 of them and i wish months later..... And I wish that will make my mum in good mood for years (then I'm saved) Hahahaha......

This was one of the PASAR scene taken on yesterday night

This is something adults always does during gathering..... Talk talk talk talk talk and some laughters....... Actually I was not included in the PASAR conversation, so I had no idea why I was in the pictures (this photographer must be a part time paparazzi).

The idea of going KL was good for me because at least I dragged myself out of my house during the second day of CNY. Missing the chance of meeting my relatives in Melaka did not bother me at all ^^ Since I already enjoyed the gatherings years ago. Hahahaha...... Okla, going out to meet an idiot (actually not idiot but you know la..... it is always easy for me to describe people in this way), but I know he won't care one..........

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Happy Chinese New Year

Chinese New Year is coming in few hours ^^ So, I would like to wish everyone Gong Xi Fa Chai. Haha.... Hope everyone will get the most happiness and blessings from the God :p I am greedy u know..... Hehehe...... So, i hope everyone's wishes will come true. Hahaha..... Then I no need have too many wishes.....

Haha.... Wish everyone will improve to be a better person in the new year. I really wish myself will be a better person. Since I had grown old, then I think I should know what to do and what i am doing. Haha.....All the best in the Year of Ox la..... Enjoy life to the fullest!!!!

Friday, January 23, 2009

Gamma Trimester 2 Result Out (Part 1)

So, the result is out and again I need people to tell me that (I know it will be out today and I start checking it since yesterday though). Ok, the result is expected (but I really hope for better result). It's only pass-or-fail result now. The actual result should be out next week (probably not monday since it is the special day for Chinese and also a public holiday). So, I guess I will be able to see my ugly grades on Wednesday.

My GPA is around 2.82 (unless my calculation is wrong and I definitely wish that to happen). So, I think I will be seeing some Cs and I really hope that will not happen!!!! I prefer to see all B-s..... Sad to say so but C really makes me feel wanna die. Errmm...... Although I will not end my life even I get a C eventually but haiz.....

This is the first time ever I calculate the CGPA I might get during my graduation. Hmm.... If I can get 4.00 start from next trimester till my last trimester, I may graduate will a CGPA of 3.72 ^^. So, in other word, if I still want to graduate in First Class Honor, I cannot miss anymore As to achieve it. So exciting right? I'm so excited now...... Maybe I will get it (retake some subject lo). Hahaha.......

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Cold and Tired

Just come back from yamcha not long ago. Chinese New Year is coming soon and the wind is so strong and the weather at night is so cold. Can't stand to sit at an open air place for a long time ^^ Tonight was the second consecutive night to go out yamcha with my brothers. Haha....Yesterday was more crazy I guess, coz went to Mc'D to watch football for 4 hours and then continue to have a nice chat with papa and yien at yien's house for another 4 hours.

So many things to talk about. But yet, we seldom talk about it when we normally meet. Again, I learnt a lot from my conversations with them. Somehow, papa had been changing I guess. Maybe the working environment really can change someone. Yien, my best friend ever, still the same him after coming back from his internship. His commitment, his courage and his determination..... If I can manage to have all those characteristics, maybe I am someone who is enjoying my success now. It's been months or even close to one year I hadn't stay at his house till so long. Luckily, it was just like always where I keep learning from him, getting advises and supports from him ^^ Of course, papa also shared lots of things with us (but I felt that he was way too tired and his expression was telling me he need to sleep, haha)

Tonight, not very sure why I decided to go out so late in the night with my eyes half-closed. But, managed to keep in touch with them again though and showed my face to them telling them: "I WILL COME OUT ONE!!!". Since I had been keeping myself at home for such a long time, by taking some steps out of my home is something good I think. Haha..... Always separate myself from the world is not so healthy. But the cold weather and my half-closed eyes really succeeded to convince me to go home early.

However, once I reach home, I was not sleepy anymore. Haha.... Anyway, yesterday and today is quite meaningful for me. Don't wish to lose brothers like them.... Really don't wish to.... Yien, I will try to work hard. My spirit is still here, although it is a little weak right now, I will try to make it stronger. Whatever I said I will try my best to fulfil that. I still want to be the No.1. Hope that you will also do that. Strive to achieve your dream and don't let anything bring you down. Hehehe..... Wish to see you become successful one day^^

Monday, January 19, 2009

Welcome to my new blog

Welcome to my new blog here. I had been thinking long enough and made the decision to have a new blog. I'm not sure why i chose to have a blog here. But one of the reason is I wanna quit blogging in friendster because I feel irritating for people to receive e-mail telling there is a blog update of bla-bla-bla.

It's going to be the same old me here and I wish me and my friends will enjoy reading my blog here.

Cheers!!!